A letter for a friend…

gurl, kamusta naman? i hope you’re going to enjoy my letter, now ko lang gagawin to so here it goes…tangina FREN hinde ko alam kung pano ko sasabihin syo to pero ang unfair unfair mo, d mo ba alam na pinoprotectahan kita sa kahit anong isyu tapos ngayon ni hinde ko lubos maisip na masasabi mo sa kin yn sa ibang tao using ur ym… gusto kitang kausapin about this kaso lang baka madamay… ano bang ginawa ko?! ano bang mali ko syo? bakit mo ko ginaganito, akala ko ok tyo pero hinde pla? oo may isyu kami ng gf mo pero it doesn’t mean idadamay kita don. FREN, i’ve been so nice to you but wat did you did to me? you’re pretending to be nice…and tinatawag mo pa kong “gurl” ano bang kasalanan ko syo!? tangina mahal kita bilang kaibigan pero sinaktan mo ko sa pagsasabi ng di maganda sa ibang tao… bakit ka ganyan? i treasure you more than anything pero you just throw our friendship, my trust, and my treatment to you like as a family… FREN, i also knew that ur going out with ur ex pero wala akong ginawang move or nagkwento sa ibang tao kasi ayokong magkaron ng bad comments or reactions from other pipol most esp. my frens… bakit kaba ganyan? ang daya-daya mo! sabagay siguro nga ngayon ko lang makikilala ang ugali mo so tama lang na umiwas na lang ako sa nyo and tama rin ang kwento sa kin ng mga tao… at least, i know that it’s just a waste of time being ur friend… ur family and… ur “daughter”

thank you for letting my mind goes around thinking what went wrong, for the over flowing tear drops, for everything, and for guiding me… i enjoyed and loved it!

tensed…

ok… i have to agree now that i am overly tensed by fixing everything… shet! please make me come down…

thank you jen and peter

i wanna thank jen and peter for inviting me on their trip to lago de oro and tagaytay… grabe i really had fun, i enjoyed everything sobra! kaya love na love ko silang dalawa… um… i think yon na yung last trip ko sa phil. na nag-enjoy talaga ako mwah!

announcement

i am leaving on march 6, 2008 (from feb.29, 2008)… i am going to work in qatar as a videographer/mixer editor (wow!) well, if you are goin to ask me about this, i am always into rush (now) since my agent called "again" yesterday (feb.26, 2008) coz i have lots of things to do…these are:

• finish the projects (poster, character, flyer, and web site) for sir mel
• evacuate my all my things from condo to our house in bulacan
• work clearance
• evacuate my things from office to bulacan
• prepare my things for qatar
• arrange documents
• meet my freinds, family members etc.
• transfer all my files from my computer to dvd copy
• reformat baby (pc)
• arrange my things in bulacan
• party of elbert (attend)
• meet special person… (sana ok na sched nya)

um… if you are goin to ask me about despedida.. well, i dont have money for that bawi na lang ako pagbalik ko hehehe…

about my birthday on mar.8? well, still dont have budget.. tsaka di rin ako makakapag-celebrate don.. im thinking kasi about my future sa qatar so ayokong gumastos  

yesterday

yesterday was my bad day coz i saw the pipol that i am trying to stay away… irrited!!!

someone called

yes! someone called me last wed, feb.20, my agent, he told me that i might not stay here longer, he also told me that i should drop by their office and submit the pdos certificate (which i don’t have yet) and pay for the processing fee (putcha bayad na naman..errr..), so the next day i woke up so early ‘coz it was written in the pdos sheet that one should be there before 9a.m or else you’ll be rescheduled so i came around 730am (so i was the first in the line) but the gaurd told me to wait until 830am..so i did but the institution opened around 930am (pinoy nga! wala sa oras eh!)

weekend

my weekend is so fun!!! i love it!

Friday - we went to Music21 with my officemates

          - we went to bonifacio high street, and jaipur with my friends

Saturday - i went to gb3 to meet adrian and then, we went to Jen’s birthday

Sunday - we went to crowne plaza with my friends

now look who’s talking?

You said we can’t be friends.

You told everyone that I am “feeling”…feeling of being interested by others, in other words, feeling crush ng karamihan.

You told me I should think to myself that I am annoying.

You even told to my friends that I am disrespectful to one of our friends.

You told to my crush that she’s into me.

But hey, who the hell now is the FEELING, ANNOYING, DISRESPECTFUL, and SLUT?!

I just knew yesterday that you DISRESPECTed your so called close friend since hs that you flirted with her girlfriend that’s why they’re not together, (Oh! Btw, you’re close friend is my crush, remember?!…sana kung ganyan ang mangyayari, eh di sana ako na lang nag-alaga sa kanya) actually, ang pagkakasabi mo pa daw sa nagsabi sa kin na kayo pa daw.

Don’t you even think that you disrespect my friend (your ex-girlfriend) and my crush?!

Do you even think that they don’t deserve you as their friend anymore?

just like you told me…

You know what you have an attitude problem, you need to consult a doctor, you almost ruined my friendship with my friend, you also ruined your friend’s trust, you even ruined my reputation with others. Girl, matagal na kong kanting kanti na sabihin sayo that you’re ATTENTION SEEKER and ALAGAIN, matagal ko na kasing napansin na pag di kana pinapansin or pinapakinggan, nagwawala ka… you don’t accept your faults, and you don’t listen, Ano ka diyosa para maging ganyan?!

Oh! By the way, my first impression to you is still the same, “you can’t be trust” and “bitter”.

Sayang lang ang naging efforts ko sayo that you’re ex told me, to know more coz you’re nice and cool, but I never observed coz you’re full of pretensions. Yes, you’re right we can’t be friends.

for the reasons unknown

this is my song today…someone from my past viewed my account…

for the reasons unknown by the killers

I pack my case, I check my face
I look a little bit older
I look a little bit colder
With one deep breath, and one big step
I move a little bit closer, I move a little bit closer
For reasons unknown..

I caught my stride, I flew and flied
I know if destiny’s kind, I’ve got the rest on my mind
Well my heart, it don’t beat, it don’t beat the way it used to
And my eyes, they don’t see you no more
And my lips, they don’t kiss, they don’t kiss the way they used to
And my eyes don’t recognize you no more

For reasons unknown
For reasons unknown

It was an open chair
We sat down in, the open chair
I said if destiny’s kind, I’ve got the rest on my mind
But my heart, it don’t beat, it don’t beat the way it used to
And my eyes, they don’t see you no more
And my lips, they don’t kiss, they don’t kiss the way they used to
And my eyes don’t recognize you at all

For reasons unknown
For reasons unknown

I said my heart, it don’t beat, it don’t beat the way it used to
And my eyes, don’t recognize you no more
And my lips, they don’t kiss, they don’t kiss the way they used to
And my eyes don’t recognize you no more

For reasons unknown
For reasons unknown
For reasons unknown
For reasons unknown

05 The Killers - For Reasons Unknown (The Killers)

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The Soho Dolls - Stripper

I’m Not Cool - soho dolls

I thought you put me in raptur
I never asked you to dump her
Thought you knew we’d have a high life

And I still see
Your philosophy
Falling through my tainted mind
Would you dig my dirt?
Cos I’m so desperate
Can’t you see you’re wasting time
I failed to tell you, to tell you

That I’ve been fooled
cause I’m not cool
And the scissors slide
Away with my pride

Speeding down a dead-end track
I wanted you there’s no way back
Got a destructive appetite

Oh baby please!
Lift me off my knees
A little smile can go for miles
I may be young
But I’ll grow up strong
And by then she’ll look like her mum

Just to be absolutly sure of the facts
I’m happy to act just as a side salad
Happy to act
Happy to pay
Happy to wait
Baby you’re great
When your oven goes ‘ping!’
I’ll be there on your plate
When her oven goes bang…

eruption

ok fine napupuno nako! i agree that we’ve talked about *someone* but you never listened to the whole story coz you started concluding without saying nice to her that’s why i thought she’s really like that.

So now, we are not in good terms, you’re starting to tell lies about me, you wanna ruin everything i got, and you want me to become a suck with all my friends… did you ever analyzed the whole concept of our converstion about *her*? i thought it was sacred? why is this happening to us? why are you so bitter to me? REMEMBER, I NEVER DID NOT DO ANYTHING BAD TO YOU! you are the one who said about this and that but still i undestand you eventhough you’re already polluting my brain about my friend which is your lover… why are you so bitter? why are you bitter to me? with my friend (you’re ex-lover!) ? what the hell did i do to you? are you mad at me ‘coz i told you that you are beautiful (physically..had a crush) but we can’t be together ‘coz i am planning to leaving the country and you are my friend’s lover (i mean ex) ?

by the way, my friend knows everything so you can’t say i disrespect or betrayed her. i never kept anything to her, she even read all our text messages, she even knows that you’re dictating me when she is asking me about you…

here’s a thing, i just want you to stop polluting other people’s minds ‘coz i never said anything bad against you even after our last talk.

tangina! punong puno nako syo!

just don’t let me start telling the truth ‘coz mapapahiya ka…

you’re a bitch! (REMEMBER!)

mistake

For now, we have our own paths,

trying to figure out our own happiness,

everything seems so misleading and misunderstood,

no one wants to apologize,

but only me who tried to understand every fault.

Yes, it is clear that I accepted my mistakes

but I did that for having peace and agreement.

So now, someone is laughing inside

by not accepting her fault,

she should also stood up and confess her lies,

she caused another mistake,

by telling lies to others

that ended up by not listening to my option.

If I could returned the time,

I would definitely, shut up and swear not to believe at her

Cause believing her is the start of our mistake.

_no_doubt___dont_t_speak (No Doubt)

mma pipz went out

it was so great to see my closest friends at csb, we all had fun!

cast: me, paolo, charro, miko, nico, and leah

when: jan. 04, 2008

place: many to mension… gb5, john and yoko, cena, maru, music21 etc.

here are our pix:

at gb5 

me, charro, paolo, and lei

paolo and charro

me and paolo

 at john and yoko

the menu 

me, charro, leah, and pao

foods

at cena

miko, cha, and pao 

me, nico, and leah

at maru

charro, and me

at music21

the end!  

Glamorous-Gossip Girl (Gossip Girl)

just releasing

i don't know what should i say but i think i am starting to get mad at her… 

so now…

i am also wondering how's my friend doing, i hope she's ok…(but definitely not!)

thoughts of the day…

thoughts of the day…

"First impression never last…" (sabi ko na eh tama ako! dapat kasi nakinig ako sa mga kaibigan ko na umiwas ako don..)

"Snap judgments are true…" (so so so soooooo true!)

"The Power of thinking without thinking - Malcolm Gladwell" (CORRECT!!!)

turned off more…

ok… we had an argument at ym… putcha galit daw sya sa kin because i told her that i am starting to have a crush on her but it was nothing… grabe galit na galit sa kin… wala akong ginagawang masama, she wants me to be honest so i told so her everything pero wala lang.. tang ina anong ginawa kong masama? ni alam nga ng fren ko na gf nagkaka-crush n ko sa kanya…

turned off

ok… we had a dinner last night and, it was really depressing coz it turns out she’s not really fascinating the way she acts… here are the list that made me turned off:

1. she’s super conyo
2. bitter with my friend (of course!)
3. the way she explains things (it was so no no)
4. not so so nice person (that i thought she is but she is just trying to be)
5. immature

now i know why i never get attracted to her on my first impression, only we started hooking up

it’s better to get drunk

Now, I am constantly seeing my friend’s ex lover, but I still don’t know what to do, sometimes I am afraid to see her ‘coz I think my admiration leads to the next level, to be honest she is really hot, and the more we meet up, the more I get attracted.

It's better to get drunk! 

drink more…

 
i

love

drinking

mwah!

artist - MYMP - Constantly (artist)

stop emo shity

Please stop giving me bad depressions 'coz they're eating my whole good aura…